freewrite 2-10-12, "revolution"

first full piece completed in under an hour in about 8 months or so. feels great! enjoy.
Happy 2012, and thanks for reading!

the stress from the mess of bills on the table

is enough to make any solid oak unstable

unable to keep up with the onslaught

its not like im fuckin around or forgot

its just that i had to leave my job for the very medical reason

i have all these pieces of paper

covered in numerical treason

later i may look back on this and laugh

but for now i just want to send em all back

you see after leaving my job i lost everything i had

my benefits my career

so fuckin sad..why’d you leave? what about the ADA act?

well for that one must have a formal diagnoses

and i was never given a final prognosis

in English it means they couldn’t figure out what was wrong

before i ran out of Paid Family/Medical leave

word is Bon

so my job’s legal protection was suddenly in question

still unable to perform the vital functions of my position

due to my physical condition

calling out for help but no one would listen

so these were the options i was given

go back to lifting hundreds of pounds a day

or say good bye and walk away

sadly the fact of the matter

is my body is fried so i chose the latter

left on good terms, can go back anytime

but i fear i’ve already passed my prime

at 27 years old, too young to feel so old

now my new career is under fire from the sold-

out, decayed, hypocritical Feds

i just want to garden and create

with like minded heads

but these muthafuckas

gotta be in everyone’s business

cuz they’ve made a business

of fucking with everyone

can i get a witness?

well fuck you

and that’s all i wanted to say

i know my rights and which ones you’ve violated today

and im sick and tired and i won’t take it no more!

Revolution is here bitches

time to even the score!

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